Knocking gently on heeling’s door
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It was one such day today,
My body felt heavier than usual,
Stuck to the bed as if lifeless,
When the alarm rang.
My morning starts at 6am,
That’s when I leave my bed,
To kickstart my day with,
Completing preplanned lessons.
But today was different,
Even though I was wide awake,
When the alarm rang but just
Laid still, staring at the roof.
I was blank and numb,
A flood of tears came rolling down,
No, I wasn’t emotional or
Overwhelmed by any thoughts.
Generally, I’m a happy
woman,
Always stay engaged as much as I can,
With many hobbies that have filled up
My soul more than anyone ever can.
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| Photo by Emiliano Vittoriosi on Unsplash |
I neither pushed myself
to be normal,
Nor tried to investigate the reasons,
All I knew was that I wasn’t emotional
Just waited for that flood to calm down.
I am alone in the moment,
inside
A four-walled room, not looking for
Anyone to comfort me in any form,
Writing this poetry as its outcome.
I understand that my soul
wants to cleanse,
Getting rid of suppressed emotions,
I just have to be kind and forgiving,
To listen to the unanswered expressions.
Now, that the tears have
dried and
Letting my fingers what they wanted to type,
I am regaining the former me ;
Not at once but slowly and steadily.
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